Even Though

Even though you’re not here with me 

Even though you can’t breathe 

Even though you’re not in my life

You are helping me out; you are holding my fears.

Every time I’m breaking inside, I wait for you to send me a sign. 

I wait for you, I’m begging you, and I’m here for you.

We are strongly connected

We can’t be devastated 

We are a part of each other’s life

We can’t break apart. 

You heard me every time I was crying 

There was no one to find me, to heal me, they just broke me. 

I was left in pieces

There was no one to bring me the scissors so I could cut the triggers they gave it to me

Because you are not here with me.

I missed you, I can’t do it, but I have to; live without you