Endless Loop

Dark place, I’m going back to the same place.

Where I was running like it was a race, I tried so hard I couldn't erase.

Counting down, the time is passing, and I am counting down.

Waiting until it's all done, so I can live like I’m dreaming of.

I wrote 100 pages, but it was all about how you turned me down; and you’re not around.

The voices in my head are killing me softly and I’m burning out; well can you help me now?

Never mind I lost it all; I can’t find a way to figure it out.

I’m on my knees and the world is against me. All my walls are up now it's hard to get me.

Love again, I never wanted to fall again.

Random scars are tearing me. It's hard to believe I’m hard to get.

The voices in my head won’t let me go; my heartbeat is so low I can’t ignore it.

I have no choice — I have to go.

Leave all the memories which remind me of you; regretting all the things I did with you.

I can’t wait here. I'm not bulletproof, and your bullets are getting through.

I need to get over you, in order to be someone new.

I have to run from this endless loop, where I’m stuck in it with you.

I have to lose you or lose myself; the endless thoughts are in my brain.

Last thoughts, they are all about our last fun.

 Last thought is all about you and us.